New Here and Needing Help

I just recently have begun exploring my necrophiliac desires. I found a few picturess of dead women (3 to be exact but I can't seem to find any more) and jacked off to them several times. I am even working on a novel I started a few years ago. I stopped working on it because I felt like a freak for my desires. I don't know of any other necrophiliacs and want to talk with someone to try and be able to accept this desire I have. Am I alone out here? My e-mail is ChasingFreedom at live dot com if anyone can be of help. Thanks.